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Wednesday, February 13, 2008

MY GROUP MATES ARE BUSY FOR THE PROPS OF THE P.E. FOLK DANCE

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Friday, February 8, 2008

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

JUNE 1994

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my grade one life

I was enrolled in elementary level at SAN ISIDRO CENTRAL ELEMENTARY SCHOOL,IN BOHOL. I belong in section JACINTO , there were only two sections namely section jacinto and section dagohoy. The teacher of section jacinto which ive belong was mrs. Cecilia asoy and the other section is maam reboldad.

Mrs. Asoy is a good teacher, i remember during maam told me to sell her iced candy.Maam asoy had a sideline of selling iced candy to her students also.And luckily or should i say badly.. I was the one who assigned to sell because she trust me at all. I remember how maam asoy the she teach,i still remember that i had friends like adonis astronomo, llyndel llagas, niño cavite AND juliefhel bahulay, thoose stupidity influence by friends.Niño told me that she has power to elevate and fly!Because according to him,he is the son of god. Niño is older than me and to the other friends. He said that if i want to have a power we will become his slave first. So being an idiot that time, i become a slave,including adonis,and llyndel. If niño told us to eat chili then we follow. We go to there house just to eat the baon of mine, NINO is the one who eat my food. Until my mama rita discover. My grand ma get mad and confront face to face to the grandama also of NIÑO. IF i REMEMBER thoose memories when i was in grade one, i laugh by my self.

JULIFHELL BAHULAY, is one of the most intellgent student, somehow he is also my rival in grade ranking.

ADONIS ASTRONO, Among of my friends,he is the most lucky son! He is only son! All he wants he can get! He had a almost had perfect family! Among the grade one male students he is the most hondsome, and popular, at his young age he was already a playboy,and he is also a slave of NIÑO,

LYNDEL LLAGAS, is just a ordinary friend.

Aside from that i have also classmates like ROSEMARIE BASTASA,HOLIFERNES BAHULAY, JOYCE BAGSAC, MIRAZOL GUMANUID, they are my friends

ROSEMARIE BASTASA, is my cousin, we are very close at all,her mother is the one who breastfeed me when i was infant. She is also my rival in ranking!

Mirazol gumanuid and holifernes bahulay are the kind of girls which are very attractive to the boys, Mirazol GUMANUID IS A LOVE TEAM OF ADONIS ASTRONOMO,they are perfect combination that time. Holifernes is for niño.


I enjoy my grade 1 stage. Until the vacation came! And i got an award of 1st honor,we are tie of rosemarie BASTASA

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YEAR 1993 TO 1994

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YEAR 1993 TO 1994
Because of many rumors i heard,they started to admit and explained little by little. That i am only there grandchild. When i heared thoose words,i cried,and even until now when i remember it. Im about to cry! Now i know, thoose time DADA GINA,there youngest daughter,my auntie.Got jealous me and she is mad to me and she said that i am not a son,and we are not sister and brother yet i came from the trash can.But now it is somehow clear in my mind although the whole scenario is blard,how come it happen! There is a fact basis thoose rumors i heared
During that time, i felt incomplete. I feel like a bottle,an empty bottle, im am now a kinder gartin,this time. I remembered during writing,i wrote RITA ORBUDA as a mother and ROMAN ORBUDA AS father. Yet behind that is a lie,that my grandparents can't deny it anymore. They are supposed to be my grandparents not a biological parents. But then they still explained and comfort me.
During this age of mine. I started to study in kinder garten. I still remember thoose things that im playing and enjoying the life of a child. Thoose times when i cried when someone bully me. Thoose time when i asked MAAM CARLING To assist me when i going to the COMFORT ROOM!

YEAR 1992 TO 1993

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YEAR 1992 TO 1993
(Im about 5 to 6 yrs old)
during this years,no doubt if more questions came out in my mind.When my grandfather go to work,he brings. Maybe i am the one who make him feel happy. One thing i remember i always play at his office table with lots of bond paper and ballpen. I enjoy it very much. Most of my grandfather's worker get me and brings me to thier offices, they give me toys and foods.
I remembered one co worker of my grandpa,his name is ANIANO...,He asked"is this the son of BONIFACIA, this kid is almost grow up." That time at my early age i started to ask since i heared thoose word FROM ANIANO, I asked my papa if who am i?If what that man talked about,suppose to be my mother is mama rita. The more i asked , the more they denie!

YEAR 1991 TO 1992

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YEAR 1991 TO 1992
(4 YEARS OLD)
My grand father used to work in the municipal hall as a utility. My four aunties had also there studies. The only person in the house left is my grandmother rita because she is a fulltime housewife yet,she also joined in harvesting rice to thoose who own price plantation in exchange of gatang of rise.
I still remember when i was this age of 5, my grandma bring me to the rice fields because nobody is in the house. I really appriciate the effort of my grandma. She really cares me and simultaneusly she join harvisting rise. She put a sack on the side of the ricefields.She leave me there while she is harvesting rice not so far to me.At the side of me is a small car toy. My baon for lunch and bisquits. There is also a radio transistor beside me, im listening while playing toy.After the whole day end,my grandma wash me first after sleeping

YEAR 1990 TO 1991

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YEAR 1990 TO 1991
3 years old

My asthma started on that age of mine. HILOT also known as ancient doctors was very familiar in the province instead of real one! It is more cheaper than the DOCTORS, AND Besides the doctors are often times visits in health center,during only they launch a health program.

1989 to 1990

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(two years old)
I started to learned how to speak, i started to talked and walked in my crib. Even during that time we dont have news from my mother,if she is ok or not

YEAR 1988 TO 1989

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(one year old)
Within one year. My beloved grandparents norture me a lot.More than a real mother can. They take care of me as well as my aunties because, im the first grand child,and they cönsidered me as a son,because my grand parents didnt had a son!
With in one year,we dont have a news towards my mother. She promised to send money for milk but she wasnt had any letter! She broke her promise not only me,as well as to my grandparents!
According to my lola rita, after 1 month of leaving my mother.They really thinked where did they look for milk. My grandparents also dont have a capicity level to subsidies milk.
One way to norture me is to undergo breast feeding to the other norturing mother's breast. And that breastmilk came from my relatives who was also a nurturing woman that time. She is my ATE nene bastasa. My grand parents did all ways in order for me to survive. They feed e a soup from a rice,instead of infant food,I took a honey,instead of infant suplements. They always go to the municipal health center to checked up me every now and then. Luckily the municipal health center had a program,giving a free vitamins and vaccine for anti sicknesses and deseases

DECEMBER 1987, AFTER 3 MONTHS

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DECEMBER 1987, AFTER 3 MONTHS

(3 mos. old)

My mother leaved me to my parents. According to my mother BONIFACIA
ORBUDA, (now BONIFACIA FLORIDA) She will go to manilla to look for a
job,for her to able to subsidies me,when the time i grow up! My grand
parents did not allowed her to go to maynilla because i was very young that
time, i need a carress of a nurturing mother, a touch and a love. But no
matter how my grandparents stop my mother to leave,is how much more
the urge of my mother to leave. I dont know the reason perhaps she rather
wants to leave me than her pride and ego as well as her dignity was
drowning because of the news that scattered in the town of san isidro
that she got pregnant without husband.

September 4,1987

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i was born in POBLACION, SAN ISIDRO,BOHOL. In the house of my LOLO
Roman L. Orbuda and LOLA Rita Orbuda. My biological mother was delivered me
in the house only through the help of midwife Mrs. Lus Baldoman.

During that time i didnt even know who really felt hapiness to the
fullest,when me myself came out in this world.Perhaps my LOLO and LOLA as
well as my auntie because they love me the most. Well! What about my
mother? I really dont know. If she felt love towards me and me, myself
notice it,
September 4,1987

MALL RATS!!! AT SM TAYTAY WITH MY SISTER!!

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MALL PATS IN SM TAYTAY
during this day i suffer from my asthma. So i asked my stepsister RUFFA FLORIDA to go with me to the reflexologist. I will going to have a massage so that i can breath easily. So we went to the albularyo at tayuman. After the massage i felt very well, i felt hungry and i asked my sister what if, we go to the mall even though we are not prepared yet its just like we go there and enjoy, we dont need to spend money at all. All we have to do is standby there, it was also a bonding moment between i and my halfsister. My sister agree and we ride jeep and go!

When we arrived at sm tay tay. We use to ate at the food court and walking around, we are doing a window of shopping. Afterwards i sat on the bench while my sister are busy looking for dresses. I use to sat for a while because i felt difficulties in breathing. While im setting i noticd every person walking and i thinked about them if why they are in mall. So i start thinking and my mind create some perception that can be considered as a fact not only an opinion.

There,s a belief that one kind of personality that can be created when you inter into the mall like for example in sm tay tay. No other than, it is the personality of being a SHOPPER.We were like made just to shop and shop in every mall. On the other hand, its the fact. The mall was designed just to consume of various fastfood, groceries, bookstore, cinema house,computer shops atbp. On the other side, not only being a buyer, we portrayed if we inter inside the mall.


Bearing also,during we intered the malls are thoose various identity. Thoose are we been buyed and choosen already before we went inside the mall. The preferences weve been choosed are signs of our affiliation in variety of subculture that give signals of different beliefs and perceptions. One of this perception are thoose capable shoppers. There are lots of subculture including the mall,s space.


Its hard to summarize the subculture.'s group. Most of them are not belongs in only one groups. We can categorize them groups according to thier age, sexuality,region and race.



Style is the one that lead to the group differently. The way they dress up, the way on how they use on the space of the mall like on how they walk and standing by,the way they treat each other, the x factor of the other groups are considered the distinctive, funny. In each group at the similarity of the subculture groups.



The first category was based on the age of the person and the teenagers. Inside the mall, not only one group can be found inside. We have the hip hop groups that wears realm loose and large pants as well as thier T SHIRTS, the make up of the girls are too dark,wearing a huge round earings, and bald haircut for the boys. There is also a funk and rocker, and we thought they are headbangers



The hip hop was based on the tradition of african american. It was popular during 90s especially the influence of the designers labels of the get ups in the line of fashion world. Thoose primary branded name from hillfiger to CALVIEN KLIEN., from jeans to boxers were based on hip hop. While the funk was originated from england. 70'S century when we noticed the first alternative groups. Thoose are wearing black, leather jackets, theses a tattoo, slash and varities of hairs dye colors and they like piercing. While the rocker also are based on the american heavy metal. The rockstar was the the one who inspired of being a long hair, wearing, t shirts and fitted jeans and had a tattoo also.


In the category of sexuality, womens and gays are the two who brings the form of this subculture. The girl subculture are portraying the devotion of the ideal young adult. They look like a young girl with thier looks. They wears mini-skirt,fitted upper garments that look likes about to collapsed in any time. They want helo kitty logo. They are mostly found in the fashion botiques. The other one are working girls including the laborer to the lower white collar jobs. They were the groups of factory workers, janitress,secretary,receptionist and sales girl. They have almost the same dresses and the same of uniform in a simple way.
There are also lots of variety of gays subculture in the mall. There are closed of shall we say discreet gays who worked in the nearby high rise buildings. There are also beauty workers from the world of fashion of hairstyling and make up. They had also unique ways of using the space of the malls. It might be their places for them to pick up call boys or date partner.It might be the place for them to be a model while they walk in the long catwalk of the mall.

About the category of the kinds. We have the YUPPIES AND EXECUTIVES.They are the one who only use the term "power" to ditermine thier stand on thier lifestyle:power dressing,power -lunch,power meeting,power tripping. The first group is quitly younger while the other group is older in a little. We can found them in the restaurant, that was the place were they had lunch out from thier offices. They did not wear nicktie any more but still they are in thier long sleeves, slacks, and leather shoes. Handling thier cellphones,pager and most of the time they forgot to mute before they go inside in the movie house.


On the other group, are the funny groups or mostly they are wierd. They are the aficionado of culturate and literate. They are fanatic in cultural activities inside the malls:book launching,painting,exhibit, curio shops,local crafts fairs. But they were limited in capital economy,yet they had intelectual and cultural capital. Their opinion is strong even though their surname is not so familiar.They are also the locomotive of fieldremage of annual book fair. They were excited in semi annual sale of the national bookstore.

In the category of religion and race, we can also found them in the wierd and funny places in malls. They are together in a jeep or a bus. They are the tourist,consultant,airplane and foriegners international and thoose came from provinces.They were making a pose beside the mascot of jollibee .They werd like a first timer in the malls.

In my whole day in the mall together with my halfsister. I have almost relax that day while im suffering from asthma on this day. I enjoy watching every person in the mall and critisize them. The whole day and we decide to go home it is almost late at night. When we arrived at home we were so tired and got into bed!

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